CNY

hey there! right now i'm studying my programming because i have test to do tomorrow. but i'm kinda bored so idecided to post sth here. it's been a while i didn't update my blog. anw happy Lunar New Year to all of you. wishing you got tons of red pocket. according to my opinion, CNY is a very important day to me because i can spend my time with my family and other relatives. that is the time when we all really get close to each other. it's a very strong tradition that every CNY we have to get back to our home from wherever we are to celebrate CNY with our family. apparently this year, i have to spend it with my friends apart from family because i'm having final test. this CNY is just so plain to me no accessories, no red pocket, and there are a lot more missing in this CNY. but i'm glad that i still have friends to spend with in this CNY. we went to hanamasa and had a karaoke right after then. we take tons of picture, starting from the happy ones to the idiot ones. nothing seems so special on what we did in CNY's eve but thing that matter is that i can get closer to each of my friends. happy that i can know them better and i'd like to know them more if i have the chance. this is my CNY story how bout u? ;)

paper and 2 more subjects for the final test (my last torture)

due by this very annoying lecture, in this very late night i'm still struggling with my paper. he rarely on time to attend the class and gave us a very low score for our mid test. the highest score that he gave was 73 which is C. and now he's giving us a paper to work on as an additional score. i really have no idea what to write coz i'm so not into it. i never did well on my composition while i was in primary and now i have to write 20 pages of paper due at 5th june and i got 2 more subjects for my final test? kidding me!*sigh*
and the worst thing is it's WORLD CUP 2010! I can't watch the match because of this paper! luckily i can watch the final match @11th july in Medan, my sweet hometown, surrounded with my friends and family.
i can hardly concentrate on this final test coz i keep thinking of going home and having a dilemma between study or watch the football match :P, but so far so good. i've been going through 5 subjects and it was going quite well. and one more thing i wanna share i will be moving in to a new dorm on this thursday and i am so HAPPY for that. the dorm is really beautiful with all facilitites that i need and i feel worth it to pay a bit more expensive than my old dorm. with lcd tv in the lounge, water heater, and the cozy bedroom, oh! i just can't wait to move in and enjoy all the facilities.
and that's all i have to say
good night everyone ;)

14th april 2010

i just finished practicing my java thingy and suddenly my fried invited me to a chatting conference. i was really happy when i know that. coz i thought it's gonna be a really fun chatting and it's gonna light me up a little bit because of that algorithm thingy. we're gonna talk about our friendship, share everything. but after couple minutes of chatting suddenly they talked about sth that shocking me a lot and i never thought that kind of thing would happen. she is so mad and upset (till now) and she said about sth that really hurt my feeling although it wasn't sth about my bad. i feel really bad for her. i know she's so mad and upset but she didn't have to say that thing. and i'm really afraid that she will do that thing. i never thought that this conversation would end up this with this thing and know i,m kind of lazy to continue the chatting with them. i just wish they would stop saying about that thing coz now it's really annoying and make me feel so bad. i am so mad because of her foolishness although i know it will end soon but it still scares me a lot. i really love them that's why i'm so mad at her when i know what had happened and what she has done. and i thought that, it was so childish. but i can't just judge her coz i never had that kind of feeling before. for now, i'm just hoping the best for her. but overall, for everything they have done i still love them so much. there's nothing compare with them (Except Him for sure). i will still be there listening to every single word they said even though it's annoying or hurt my feeling i don't really care coz that's what i called as FRIENDSHIP. i love them for who they are.

P.S. I mean every single word of them and i will always love you guys.

MAFIA

i just saw some photos of my friends and i miss them so much. i miss the laughter, the tears, the quarrels, every moment with them are priceless and i miss them so much. they are irreplaceable in my heart. i still remember the time we went to Brastagi. i had so much fun there and now i can still feel the fun. by only thinking about them make me wanna cry sometime. the funniest thing is, i do miss the moment when all of you shouting at each other with bad words. i will never forget all of them and i wish they have the same feeling as i am. i will always love you guys and i hope that you guys can read this. this is exactly how i always feel to all of you everytime i think of all of you. i just never thought that i could meet friends like you guys and i am quite sure i won't find it anywhere else.
MAFIA (miracle of friendship) my second family
- Me (of course)
- Juliana Halim
- Yuly Tendean
- Melissa Hardjono
- Stefanny Wongso
- Yunita
- Jovina
- Josephine
- Vivi
- Wiwi
- Reynold
- Agus
- Wendy
- Irianto
- Michael
- Hendrik

thank you for coming to my life. thank God that i meet you guys. thank you for the memories we've spend together for this past 2 years. can't wait for the next reunion when i see all af you have already become a successful and mature person.
with love,
Cia2..

8th april

today was kind of great..we had cell group just now and i got lots of things. after that i got a meeting between me, my fasilitator, and my "shepherd". we were discussing about my attitude. actually i kind of mad about what he said coz i have logical reasons why i acted like that. but i just wanna stay silent until it's time to speak. all i can do for now is just crying inside my heart. but i still have to move on with my life. so i'll just keep introspecting myself and keep my heart aware of anything that can make me hurt more and more. luckily i got a roomate that has experienced this before. so i just shared that thing and i'm quite happy after that. and i'm asking God for an obidient,perserverance heart of a servant =))
that's all for today...
morning :P
Gbu always^^

7th april 2010

now it's 11.45 and i just finished my assignment but i haven't print them out. my whole body feels tired. btw i just know that medan was hit by an earthquake and my whole family is there. quite shocking but thank God they are fine and i know they are under His cover. and i got a very surprising yet happy news from CG AoG-3. they just got 2 new sponsee..yayyyyy!!! congratz to monica and velle the girls. i'm so proud and happy for them and i'm wishing them the best. i'm wondering when CG AoG-4 will have that moment again. ok that's all for today. i do need to rest this weary head and eyes. i guess tommorow gonna be a hectic day. nitez all. Gbu ^.~

5th april 2010

just finished my algorithm assignment. but i'm not proud of myself coz i finished them with my friend's help. i really need to study hard and practice a lot with this. this subject is one of subjects that i scare the most. most of the student didn't pass this subject and i really have no idea how the test is going to be. is it going to be the same as the given exercise or harder than that. and now i'm kind of hungry so now i'll go to have a bath and have a dinner.