paper and 2 more subjects for the final test (my last torture)

due by this very annoying lecture, in this very late night i'm still struggling with my paper. he rarely on time to attend the class and gave us a very low score for our mid test. the highest score that he gave was 73 which is C. and now he's giving us a paper to work on as an additional score. i really have no idea what to write coz i'm so not into it. i never did well on my composition while i was in primary and now i have to write 20 pages of paper due at 5th june and i got 2 more subjects for my final test? kidding me!*sigh*
and the worst thing is it's WORLD CUP 2010! I can't watch the match because of this paper! luckily i can watch the final match @11th july in Medan, my sweet hometown, surrounded with my friends and family.
i can hardly concentrate on this final test coz i keep thinking of going home and having a dilemma between study or watch the football match :P, but so far so good. i've been going through 5 subjects and it was going quite well. and one more thing i wanna share i will be moving in to a new dorm on this thursday and i am so HAPPY for that. the dorm is really beautiful with all facilitites that i need and i feel worth it to pay a bit more expensive than my old dorm. with lcd tv in the lounge, water heater, and the cozy bedroom, oh! i just can't wait to move in and enjoy all the facilities.
and that's all i have to say
good night everyone ;)

14th april 2010

i just finished practicing my java thingy and suddenly my fried invited me to a chatting conference. i was really happy when i know that. coz i thought it's gonna be a really fun chatting and it's gonna light me up a little bit because of that algorithm thingy. we're gonna talk about our friendship, share everything. but after couple minutes of chatting suddenly they talked about sth that shocking me a lot and i never thought that kind of thing would happen. she is so mad and upset (till now) and she said about sth that really hurt my feeling although it wasn't sth about my bad. i feel really bad for her. i know she's so mad and upset but she didn't have to say that thing. and i'm really afraid that she will do that thing. i never thought that this conversation would end up this with this thing and know i,m kind of lazy to continue the chatting with them. i just wish they would stop saying about that thing coz now it's really annoying and make me feel so bad. i am so mad because of her foolishness although i know it will end soon but it still scares me a lot. i really love them that's why i'm so mad at her when i know what had happened and what she has done. and i thought that, it was so childish. but i can't just judge her coz i never had that kind of feeling before. for now, i'm just hoping the best for her. but overall, for everything they have done i still love them so much. there's nothing compare with them (Except Him for sure). i will still be there listening to every single word they said even though it's annoying or hurt my feeling i don't really care coz that's what i called as FRIENDSHIP. i love them for who they are.

P.S. I mean every single word of them and i will always love you guys.

MAFIA

i just saw some photos of my friends and i miss them so much. i miss the laughter, the tears, the quarrels, every moment with them are priceless and i miss them so much. they are irreplaceable in my heart. i still remember the time we went to Brastagi. i had so much fun there and now i can still feel the fun. by only thinking about them make me wanna cry sometime. the funniest thing is, i do miss the moment when all of you shouting at each other with bad words. i will never forget all of them and i wish they have the same feeling as i am. i will always love you guys and i hope that you guys can read this. this is exactly how i always feel to all of you everytime i think of all of you. i just never thought that i could meet friends like you guys and i am quite sure i won't find it anywhere else.
MAFIA (miracle of friendship) my second family
- Me (of course)
- Juliana Halim
- Yuly Tendean
- Melissa Hardjono
- Stefanny Wongso
- Yunita
- Jovina
- Josephine
- Vivi
- Wiwi
- Reynold
- Agus
- Wendy
- Irianto
- Michael
- Hendrik

thank you for coming to my life. thank God that i meet you guys. thank you for the memories we've spend together for this past 2 years. can't wait for the next reunion when i see all af you have already become a successful and mature person.
with love,
Cia2..

8th april

today was kind of great..we had cell group just now and i got lots of things. after that i got a meeting between me, my fasilitator, and my "shepherd". we were discussing about my attitude. actually i kind of mad about what he said coz i have logical reasons why i acted like that. but i just wanna stay silent until it's time to speak. all i can do for now is just crying inside my heart. but i still have to move on with my life. so i'll just keep introspecting myself and keep my heart aware of anything that can make me hurt more and more. luckily i got a roomate that has experienced this before. so i just shared that thing and i'm quite happy after that. and i'm asking God for an obidient,perserverance heart of a servant =))
that's all for today...
morning :P
Gbu always^^

7th april 2010

now it's 11.45 and i just finished my assignment but i haven't print them out. my whole body feels tired. btw i just know that medan was hit by an earthquake and my whole family is there. quite shocking but thank God they are fine and i know they are under His cover. and i got a very surprising yet happy news from CG AoG-3. they just got 2 new sponsee..yayyyyy!!! congratz to monica and velle the girls. i'm so proud and happy for them and i'm wishing them the best. i'm wondering when CG AoG-4 will have that moment again. ok that's all for today. i do need to rest this weary head and eyes. i guess tommorow gonna be a hectic day. nitez all. Gbu ^.~

5th april 2010

just finished my algorithm assignment. but i'm not proud of myself coz i finished them with my friend's help. i really need to study hard and practice a lot with this. this subject is one of subjects that i scare the most. most of the student didn't pass this subject and i really have no idea how the test is going to be. is it going to be the same as the given exercise or harder than that. and now i'm kind of hungry so now i'll go to have a bath and have a dinner.

karaoke & easter day (5th april)

hi guys..first of all i want to say happy easter day to all of you. may God bless you with His love and keep on fire. today i went to church as usual to celebrate easter. i got sth really good and i just want to share it. be consistent. that words sound so...strong to me these days. He reminds me with my commitment and i really should stick with it till i achieve all of my dreams. i'm really happy to have Him as my guide in my life. keep reminding me all the things, every single thing. i love YOU.

then @ 5 o'clock (i guess) we went to karaoke. that was great but i haven't feel enough with the karaoke and i'm craving for more...hahahahah...i guess i'll have it next time with lvra and it would be much more fun coz we got the same kind of music and i can't wait for that.

i guess it's enough for today. nite world..Gbu ^^

learning guitar (3rd april 2010)

right now i'm learning how to play a guitar. it's totally not an easy thing. it hurts my finger badly and now i guess they're turning into blue in couple hours ahead. but till this moment i still playing it. coz i thought one if i can play a guitar that would be really cool that's why i keep learning it till now. as a beginner, i'm learning with the easiest song first which is "how great is our God" and "Lord i give you my heart". i do need more time so that i can master those songs. so just wish me luck ^^

introduction

good evening everyone..feel so happy right now coz i just created a new blog..yayyy me!!!actually i don't really know what should i write. i guess i just need to introduce myself first..
first of all my name is Florencia. some of my friends call me flo, chua or dora (i don't really like this) and some of them call me aciong (i hate the most). i really love the one who called me with my chinese name Cia. don't know why but somehow i just like it..so i wish all of you could call me that :))
now i'm living in Jakarta, the capital city of Indonesia and i am a university student @ Binus University, accounting & IS major (double degree) and i'm quite happy to be there although as a double degree student i got a lot of preessure.
ok..i think that's enough coz my friend is calling me right now so i need to stop this for a moment..that's all for my first post.. c ya..Gbu ^^