Wednesday, April 14, 2010

14th april 2010

i just finished practicing my java thingy and suddenly my fried invited me to a chatting conference. i was really happy when i know that. coz i thought it's gonna be a really fun chatting and it's gonna light me up a little bit because of that algorithm thingy. we're gonna talk about our friendship, share everything. but after couple minutes of chatting suddenly they talked about sth that shocking me a lot and i never thought that kind of thing would happen. she is so mad and upset (till now) and she said about sth that really hurt my feeling although it wasn't sth about my bad. i feel really bad for her. i know she's so mad and upset but she didn't have to say that thing. and i'm really afraid that she will do that thing. i never thought that this conversation would end up this with this thing and know i,m kind of lazy to continue the chatting with them. i just wish they would stop saying about that thing coz now it's really annoying and make me feel so bad. i am so mad because of her foolishness although i know it will end soon but it still scares me a lot. i really love them that's why i'm so mad at her when i know what had happened and what she has done. and i thought that, it was so childish. but i can't just judge her coz i never had that kind of feeling before. for now, i'm just hoping the best for her. but overall, for everything they have done i still love them so much. there's nothing compare with them (Except Him for sure). i will still be there listening to every single word they said even though it's annoying or hurt my feeling i don't really care coz that's what i called as FRIENDSHIP. i love them for who they are.

P.S. I mean every single word of them and i will always love you guys.

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